Nothing is fine

Today i am nothing
no feelings, no nothing

Nu är det över. So you think you can dance. Slutade rätt bra! Grät som en liten bebis när det gifta paret äntligen fick dansa ihop haha :)

Nu väntar Alex i sängen på mig, så borde nog gå och göra honom sällskap!

Sitter och lyssnar på kent och väntar på att maten ska bli klar. är jättehungrig! men det gör mig inget att vänta lite till, inte om kent fortsätter att spelas iaf. :)

Awesome

Channing

So last night Alex and i was watching sytycd and it did not end well. My favourite dancer got voted off... it has been 24 h but it still makes me sad when i think about it.
I think i might have a weird taste in dancers since all my favourites, since i started watching the show, got voted off!

I loved her solo in vegas and unfortunately i couldnt find it on youtube, so here comes a shout out to remember how amazingly awesome Billy Bell was before he got sick had to leave the show :(

darn.

so apparently i had forgotten about an artist i listened to a lot before! Which is sad, cu he has a really nice voice. I like him mucho.

---> Chris Garneau <---

PINK

Honestly... hot pink lips... lovin it right now. im so tired of fall/winter colours- brown, grey, black... ugh.. works well with clothing, i can admit that. But all i really want is a hot pink lipstick!

MTN DEW

So yeasterday something amazing happened. Alex and i was at the grocery store with his dad and we found something awesome- mountain dew! i haven't seen it in sweden ever! it tasted just as i remembered it and it was a taste of awesomeness.

sambos

Since Alex and i got together we haven't spent many nights apart. Since he picked me up, at the airport last year after the trip to fergus falls, we have tried to be together as much as possible. A lot of people doesn't like that. A lot of people have told me it's wrong i should spend time with myself more- be home alone more. Why should I? Isn't it a sign of... oh i don't know... love(?) if we want to spend every second of every day with each other? shouldn't we get good respons from people instead of bad? well i think so! i think it's a great thing that we that we want to spend every second of every day with each other.
Anywho, this was not exactly what i wanted to write about! :) When i went to Gotland it was tough on both me and alex- since we spend almost everyday with each other. We are not used to being away from one another and it was tough to say goodbye... even though we knew we were only going to be apart for about a week, it was tough. I tried to convince him to come with me to the island.. he was going to be home for christmas, which i totally understand btw! but i still wanted him to sleep next to me every night :)
So finally(!) he decided to come to the island after christmas- the 29th. which was fine by me! as long as he came to the island i was happy :) So christmas day i went clubbing with sofie and her friends- had a great time!!! came home the 27th and was extremely tired from the night before, so i slept most of the day. later at night i felt a little better so when we all sit in the livingroom dad gets an alarm from work and so he has to go down there to shut the alarm off. When he comes back.. who do you think is with him? Alex!
So yeah... there was no alarm, there was no plan on coming the 29th, there was only me who looked like a fool for believing all of this!

So noo... we cannot be apart for a very long time. And we sort of like it that way :)

gott nytt år!

jaha, så var det ett nytt år. firade med mamma,pappa,alex och morfar såklart!

dagen började med timmar framför spegeln. plattänger, hårfönar, och locktänger användes väl kan jag säga! resultatet blev helt okej faktiskt, mamma var riktigt nöjd med vad jag gjorde med hennes hår och smink :) therese klippte mig och alex också, blev riktigt bra! TACK THERESE!

hade tänkt att lägga upp massa bilder från idag, men therese snodde med min kamera in till stan, så jag får lägga upp imorn- om jag orkar!